Sporadic update (aka proof of existence)
Yes. So. Hello, everyone. I'm alive. *waves*
This last week has been pretty damn good. The people who are on my Prince's Trust course are all lovely, lovely people and I look forwards to spending the next eleven weeks with them. This opinion may or may not be partly due to the fact that, despite my being a total nerd/geek/completely different person to the rest of them (I'm the only one there who passed my GCSEs, and I spend half my time reading TRC or writing angsty backstories for Agent Nat) they all, every single one, stood up for me when another group started bullying me yesterday.
Lovely people.
In other news: I miss everyone online so, so much. I miss giggling with Sara, planning various random PPC episodes with KG in a rambly fashion, chatting to Pads and Trojie and other people whom I chat with on an intermittent basis, RPing and OFUing with OA...
And I miss Plat. I really, really miss him. I know things have been difficult for him. I know it'll be months and months before I get to see him, if ever. I know I haven't got any internet yet because the fucking company won't accept that I paid their fucking bill. I know he's been reconsidering the idea of our being together.
But goddammit I miss him so much. I've cried myself to sleep thinking about him every night this week.
I'm such an idiot. But I can't help it. I love him.
...Damn, this post turned depressing. Well, I'll sign off here, then. Maybe I can be less miserable next time.
This last week has been pretty damn good. The people who are on my Prince's Trust course are all lovely, lovely people and I look forwards to spending the next eleven weeks with them. This opinion may or may not be partly due to the fact that, despite my being a total nerd/geek/completely different person to the rest of them (I'm the only one there who passed my GCSEs, and I spend half my time reading TRC or writing angsty backstories for Agent Nat) they all, every single one, stood up for me when another group started bullying me yesterday.
Lovely people.
In other news: I miss everyone online so, so much. I miss giggling with Sara, planning various random PPC episodes with KG in a rambly fashion, chatting to Pads and Trojie and other people whom I chat with on an intermittent basis, RPing and OFUing with OA...
And I miss Plat. I really, really miss him. I know things have been difficult for him. I know it'll be months and months before I get to see him, if ever. I know I haven't got any internet yet because the fucking company won't accept that I paid their fucking bill. I know he's been reconsidering the idea of our being together.
But goddammit I miss him so much. I've cried myself to sleep thinking about him every night this week.
I'm such an idiot. But I can't help it. I love him.
...Damn, this post turned depressing. Well, I'll sign off here, then. Maybe I can be less miserable next time.