Aug 12, 2005 02:47
Life is pretty good right at this moment. Oh, what a way to start a post. Now I'm scared that everything is about to come crashing down around my ears. It'll happen you know, it always does when I'm happy. That's just the way my life works. I get enough joy to keep me from forgetting what joy is and then it gets snatched away. At least I know what is coming, lol.
Ok, so the question is, why am I happy? I will share a few things here and there, but some of it you shall never know. *she says in a sing-song voice*
1.) I've almost got a job. It's not the best job and it doesn't pay all that well, but if I get it I will be happy, b/c it's close and I have experience. Plus, money for shiny things is always a YAY!
2.) Cissy is pissed at me. Which I was upset over for like two days but now I'm beyond it. I knew it was coming. It happened this same way last pregnancy. The first few months she was all "Cassie, I love you. Let's go eat, shop, etc. together," and then it goes to, "You're the evilist bitch on the face of the earth. How was I so cursed to have you as a sister?" She'll be human again in Jauary when the baby comes - I hope. Until then, well, I'll try to play nice and not upset her too much, and if the only way to do that is by not talking to her so be it. I love her, but she can be really demanding.
3.) The world is good. Ok, so maybe gas prices are at all time highs or some B.S. and there are wars and all that badness, but still, the world is a great place. I'm alive, I'm healthy, and the future is in front of me.
4.) I have money for shoes! Maybe I should make this #1, lol.
5.) My ear infection is gone. After months of living with pain it isn't there any longer. God bless Dr. Whatever Your Name Is, oooo, and the nifty people who came up with this drug too. Good people they are.
And that's all I care to say at the moment. I'll probably be back tomorrow to rant about how everything has gone horribly wrong, but until then I'm happy, and I'm not going to waste that. I have some fluff to write, so bye now.