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Oct 31, 2006 00:13

i feel stretched so thin right now. i think i've been trying to do a few too many things, and i feel like nothing has really been up to par, although really everything is fine. i've been trying to chill with people that i know i won't be seeing much of soon, work on my thesis, work on presents for various people, help out a bunch of people with a bunch of different things, spend way too much time in zab (because i know i'm going to miss it when i'm not here) and make some new friends. i'm finally starting to warm up to some of the freshies, at least some of the gen chem-ers. i miss not being the oldest in the chem department. i miss my other half even more. i miss freshman year when i felt like i had the time and energy to hang out with people. i feel like i am slowly drifting away from a lot of people, and not really drifting towards anything else in response.

i even think i'm going to be too busy for most of tomorrow for me to really enjoy halloween (minus tonight's festivities), which breaks my heart.

i feel so on top of my hw, and i have a really good grip on my thesis, yet somehow i feel like i'm slipping behind. like i forgot a very important something, as dr. b. would point out- 'the elephant in the middle of the room'.

On an entirely different note, dr. heinekamp is trying to talk me into taking classical mechanics- anyone have any feelings on this class, one way or the other? i'm pretty sure that he would be teaching it, although he became kinda vague when i asked him about it...

i guess that's enough venting from me for now. i think i just need a break from this damn campus.

frustrated and exhausted

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