halloweener
i got invited to a halloween party tomorrow night. this means i will actually have to get a costume. i have 2 old costumes from yester-year, but i really don't feel like wearing either. i don't know what to be.........
i wish melissa were here and we could be a unicorn...me the head, she the butt.
life is ok...but i just feel so...so..so empty? i really need you, least i think. i really miss you, definitely. i don't know what to do. i don't know if i should call you or just let things be. i feel like i'm totally lame if i call you, but on the same hand i also feel like after everything i should have no qualms or worries about picking up a phone and dialing your oh-so-familiar number. i mean, right? it seems silly to be "scared" to call you/message you, etc. ugh, so gay.
i wish melissa were here and we could be a unicorn...me the head, she the butt.
life is ok...but i just feel so...so..so empty? i really need you, least i think. i really miss you, definitely. i don't know what to do. i don't know if i should call you or just let things be. i feel like i'm totally lame if i call you, but on the same hand i also feel like after everything i should have no qualms or worries about picking up a phone and dialing your oh-so-familiar number. i mean, right? it seems silly to be "scared" to call you/message you, etc. ugh, so gay.