The Future?

[cassidyamelia]

How do you know when you life is about to make a change? Can you feel it coming on deep inside? You never know what is going to happen that can change you life forever. The next person you see could make such a big impact on you. The person you will spend you life with could be just around the next corner. But how do we know what is real and what is just a feeling. I was just thinking about how my whole life could just change in a matter of seconds and that really freaks me out. I get so caught up in the way things are now. The thought of things being different really scare me. Most of the time change is good, but it is unknown. I have always been a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. That everything I am doing is leading up to something new. Part of me really wants my life to change right now because I am stuck in a rut. But part of me is still scared of something that is going to come. Sometimes I wish I knew what the future was going to be. I wish I new what my purpose in life is, what person I will be with all of my life, and how my life is going to go. But I know that isn't possible and I really don't want to know the future. Things are always going to change, I have learned that. But change comes so quickly that sometimes you don't even know it is happening until it has already happened. Then there are the times you can feel change in the air, you know something is coming but you don't really know what it is. I feel like that sometimes. I can feel that change is about to happen but I don't know what. I am very nervous about it too. It is such a weird feeling and I really can't describe it. Life is so mysterious. I know God has a plan for me, but I want to know what it is. I guess I will find out soon enough.
God bless.
Cassidy