I Am Actually Going to Write

[cassidyamelia]

So, I haven't written in this thing for a while. I think since I don't have much to do this summer I will actually do something with this. It is summer now and I am in Hattiesburg taking a couple of classes, Biology Lab and English 102. I just had my first essay due today, well, the rough draft. I forgot how much I enjoy writing essays, yeah, I guess that is wierd. I am really enjoying my summer so far though. I am working at Zaxby's which is actually a fun job and it is really easy. I enjoy working will all of those people though. Lesley and I just moved into our apartment and it is so nice. I am glad I am out of that house. It was cool at first and it was in a good location, but it was so old and had so many problems. I wonder if anyone is actually going to read this, hmmmm. I guess I'll see. Anyway, I am finally finished unpacking all of my stuff. My parent came up this weekend to help me move and stuff. I am actually kinda missing Panama City, summer there is usually so relaxing, even though last summer was horribly boring. This summer is better already, if I will just start practicing. Well, here are the lyrics to one of my favorite songs, I was listening to it and decided to put in on here.

"Gravity"
Words & Music by Cindy Morgan
from the album "Listen"

I was looking for a fantasy
Sometimes reality's just not
What you're looking for and then
The gravity pulls to calamity

High on catastrophe
And I just couldn't see
The forest for the need
But there is a gravity
Happening in spite of you and me

Pulling us close
Double the dose

Life is a scary thing
Promise a diamond ring
Yeah anything
And leave you standing still

In the pouring rain
Forget your name
But anyway well maybe
I'll call you sometime

Why do we play these games?
Isn't there any shame
To our own selfish pain
But eyes that see everything
Happening in spite of you and me

Pulling us close
Double the dose

Dear Lord, help us believe now
In the True light
Burning tonight
Cause we won't survive if we don't believe now
In the True Light
Burning tonight
Jesus Your Light
Burning tonight

Are you looking for a fantasy
Because reality scares you
Want what you just can't have
And if you had it
You probably wouldn't want it anymore

To believe in a fantasy
Is such a losing plea
Cause it's vanishing
Thank God there's a gravity
Happening in spite of you and me

Pulling us close
Double the dose
Pulling us close
Double the dose

Dear Lord, help us believe now
In the True light
Burning tonight
Cause we won't survive if we don't believe now
In the True Light
Burning tonight
Your Best Tonight
Help us believe now
In the True Light
Burning tonight
Jesus Your Light
Burning tonight

I really can't relate it to my life at this point, but I still think it is a great song. Well, I guess I need to do some homework or something.
Cassidy