Apr 29, 2005 16:57
my heart is still tingling with the buzz of spontaneous spring romance that every girl that is spring break bound imagines in her untamable mind, those little fantasies that race through your head of things that only happen in the movies but for some reason you have a feeling that maybe this time it could be you getting swept off your feet by the handsome prince. going into spring i had images in my mind of "talking" with beautiful foreign boys, and sipping pina coladas while flirting with sexy college guys from texas. you ladies know what i'm talking about. but enough about what i was thinking and on my to perfect to be true reality...
as my family was talking their time unpacking the clothes they had laying out on their beds weeks before the trip was actually going to place i quickly stripped out of my clothes and into my bikini, and scooted away destined to find the beach before sunset. i finally reached my beloved destination and as i worked my way over grassy hills of our resort i saw it, the most beautiful beach i have ever laid eyes on. my breath was completely taken away, little did i know that this was the first time of many that that tingly, high on life feeling would rush through my veins. i didnt have much time to spend at the beach because my family was waiting for me at the restaurant. i found my way to the restaurant and met up with my parents and ate some delicious food. after we had all finished we took a walk around the resort trying to learn our way around the enormous area of paradise. as we were walking through the main lobby i heard a familiar voice shout "cassie," i turned around to see the ever so gorgeous face of the one and only billy parry. i ran over and hugged him tightly, it was nice seeing a face of someone who was not my family. we talked for a while about things that were most likely unimportant and then my parents called for we to finish our journey around the resort. as i was leaving billy invited me to come along with him and some other people he had met over the time he had been at the island. of course i said i would be there, and we exchanged smiles and went our separate ways.
finally after getting lost for a few hours and lots of laughing my family and i made it back to the house safely. i quickly jumped into the shower to make myself look presentable for the show and dance that i was going to later on that night. i got dressed and then walked myself to where billy told me the show was. i walked up the ramp that led to the theater, and looked around for a while then found billy and large group of boys that i had never seen before. billy greeted me with a hug and introduced me to his new found friends. i sat down next to a boy whos name was mark christian, he was from germany and had the cutest accent i have ever heard. we talked and laughed for a while, then at 11 o'clock the show was over and we all walked over to the disco which was the next building over. as you walk into the disco building you see a bar to your left and then sofas/chairs/tables to the right and then if you looked straight ahead there was a small dance floor. i dont know what it was about that place, but when i was in there i felt good, i really liked it in there. after an hour or so of dancing billy introduced me to this girl he had met on the beach named allison. she is a senior and lived in west virginia. we immediately become friends. we were exchanging stories and giggling for the rest of the night.
the next day was rather uneventful consisting of endless hours at the beach/pool and eating. it was very relaxing. throughout the whole day i was looking forward to 10 o'colck when i would be family free and with billy and a bunch of other cuties i couldnt wait to get to know. finally the clock struck 10 and i made my way back to the theater where i saw the same people that were there the night before, but this time allison was there and we quickly started where we left off last night. the show went by rather fast that night because we were so wrapped up in what we were talking about. after the show we walked over to our beloved disco. i would have to say that the second night was defiantly more eventful. allison and i danced our way to the bar and ordered ourselves coco locos (a dominican drink consisting of milk, ice, coconut, sugar, cinnamon, and rum) they were amazing. as we were sipping our authentic dominincan treats we scouted out the area for some hotties we could strike up a conversation with. about 3 hours and 5 coco locos later me and allison found ourselves outside of the disco talking to two germen brothers names boris(i know weird name but none the less good looking) and christian. both of them were abercrombie and fitch model material if you ask me, but then again that may have been the coco locos? we talked to them for a while then sadly enough the night ended and we all made our way back to our suites. that day at the pool allison and i saw boris and christian at the pool, to my delight they were still just as good looking as i remembered. from this point on the four of us become almost inseparable. little did i know that this boy named christian would make my spring break one i will never forget.
the next night at the show me and allison walked in to see christian and boris waiting for us. we both flashed them our "aww im so lucky to even been seen with you let alone having you save us seats" smile. i spent the whole show talking to christian this beautiful 18 year old boy from germany. he immediately captured my heart and made it hard for me to merely look away from his flawless face. that night at disco allison and i were out of our coco loco frenzy and we moved on to sex on the beaches. yummy. by the end of disco all four of us we a little tipsy, if you will. the four of us made out way to the beach, and just to let everyone know the beach looks even prettier when you sitting in the sand holding the hand of a glamorous foreign boy at 3 oclock in the morning. as i stated before we were both a little out of it, and out of no where i started singing "you are so beautiful to me" you know the one in the movie the little rascals. but i guess he didnt mind my drunken voice singing one of the most random songs on the planet because he asked me to dance with him. seriously, i cant think of anything more romantic then dancing on the beach of a tropical island with a wonderful boy as both of you are singing..."you are so beautiful to me, cant you see your everything i hoped for, your everything i need..." eventually the night had to come to an end and he walked me back to my villa and then the moment i had been waiting for the whole night, the first kiss, incredible.
from that point i was on top of the world, that night was truly the kind of night i dream about. i found the real prince charming and for the next week he was all mine. the vacation from that point went faster then the speed of light. my days consisted of laying by the pool laughing at his accent and his weird music, and my personal favorite kissing in the ocean as the waves devoured over us. my night consisted of holding hands walking the beach, dancing at the disco, and drinking strawberry daiquiris while star gazing. who knew you could fall for someone so fast?
unfortunately the day that i had been dreading, my final day. the day seemed to be moving in slow motion just so i had more time to think about how much im going to miss him. then the night came, i slowly dragged my feet to the theater. as i walked up the ramp that i walked up every night for the last six days i was feeling more depressed then i have ever felt before. when i reached the top of the ramp i saw him and in that one moment where our eyes connected i wasnt sad anymore because i still had him here with me, why did i have to go home anywhere everything i wanted was right here all i wanted to do was be there with him for the rest of my life. i knew i had to say bye but i really didnt want to, the show went by so fast i cant even remember what it was about. then we made our way to disco for the last time. i wasnt really in the dancing mood that night. christian and i sat on one of the upstairs sofas and exchanged smiles and kisses. we both we not looking forward to saying good bye. the time came where it had to be done. i looked over at the boy that i had fallen so hard for and realized how lucky i was to have spent any time at all with him even if it was cut short. as we sat there and held hands not wanting to be the first to say those dreadful words. after a few minuets he leaned in and took my hand and whispered "thank you" into my sunburned ear and kissed it "im going to miss you forever." then we embraced in our one final kiss and i got up and made my way to the stairs. before i stepped down from the stairs i looked back at that perfect boy and blew him a kiss. he pretended to catch it and put it in his pocket and yelled to me "ill save it for when im missing you most." i smiled and made my way down the stairs. i dragged my feet back to the room and laid in my bed looking at the stone ceiling wondering if i would ever see him again, and it dawned on me that over the last week i hadnt taken one picture of this boy. i was so wrapped in what we were doing i didnt take one picture. i felt sick.
now all i have to remember this ever so perfect boy is the memories of this spring break that will never be forgotten. i dont know if this would qualify as love, but im guessing it came pretty close. a spot in my heart will always be open to his...