Mar 05, 2006 21:54
At work I accidentally drank some cold milky coffee when I was expecting 7up and I almost vomited. I think that when you eat something you don't like on accident it's probably the nastiest thing ever. I feel like it's been happening to be a lot lately too.
I'm tired of going to school. I'm tired of going to work. I'm tired of playing sports. I'm tired of watching tv. I'm tired of being crafty. I don't know when I lost every single ounce of motivation, but all I really want to do right now is lie in bed all day, which kind of sucks because I have a lot of things to do.
I've been downsized to working one or two days a week. That means my paychecks are going to be unfortunately small. I'm not so happy about this. I don't really like working that much, but making money is nice and I'm definitely missing that. They hired two new girls and one of them is dumb and I haven't met the other, so I'm hoping she's not dumb too. She's old, which will be weird. Like, old old (the mom of one of the servers). I'm not really sure how I feel about that.
I hope when people meet me they don't think I'm dumb, but I think they probably do. Dirty and dumb. That's not a good combination. I like hanging out with people who know me but who I've never hung out with before because they always offer so much insight into the way other people think I am, which I think is really interesting. I think they think I'm slow, quiet, and/or drugged up, which is weird because I'm generally not any of those things. I just think a lot.