I really just needed to let this all out.

Oct 03, 2006 13:02


Heyy. Ive been wicked busy but loving every minute of it. Cheerleading is awesome. Like, I am having SO much fun. And yeah Joe and me fight every day but its not even a big deal anymore, lol. As of right now were good =P Its just supposedly Im emo and he wants me not to act the way Ive been acting since...forever. But whatever I dont change for people. If I care about someone and think Im growing distant from them and wanna know what I can do to keep a friendship Im gunna talk about it and feel bad if Im doing something wrong. But yeah... everyone thinks everyones annyoing in at least one way no matter who you are. So he thinks Im over emotional, and I think he's under emotional and dosent show kindness when you need it. But I love him to death so I deal with it. Thats not gunna stop me from being his best friend because everything else is awesome about him. And Im sick of people telling me not to be his friend anymore just because he gets me stressed out and mad so often, because he goes through the same with me. Im sure I piss him off like 24/7 but he dosent stop being my friend just because Im annyoing and emotional so Im not gunna stop being his friend because hes the total opposite of me. Weve been friends for a year and its not gunna end thank you. But yeah I just needed to let that all out.

And I decided Im really starting to like "cassie" over "cassi" now even if people got mad at me for changing it. well one person was Kathrine, but she dosent care anymore which totally makes sense, because thats the way i used to spell it and i changed it to cassi when i was like 12 because i felt like it. and i didnt like cassie for a while but now i do. plus i think its cuter, cassi kinda looks slutty, lol. cassie's more girlie. And im not gunna fight with people about how I spell my name so if your mad about the way I spell it and you dont want to be my friend because of that well then... thats up to you. But in my opinion the way I spell my name shouldnt end a freindship. If you want to still spell it Cassi... then okay. its fine with me, but i have more fun writing cassie now.  Plus my mom has been telling me to change it since i changed it cassi... and she persits on it enogh i just decided to listen to her lol.
So yeah other than that everything had been good. =D
Joey wrote a poem on me which is wiiiiiiicked nice of him and I love him to death.
Oh and I just wanna say it like one more time cuz i have no clue who reads this... but im SICK of people telling me who i should and shouldnt be friends with. Joes my best friend and as long as he dosent hate me after the above project =/ and I dont screw up anymore then well always be friends and nothings gunna stop that... no matter how annoyed and crazy we make each other.
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