Mar 01, 2006 07:40
i don't think i was meant for this school
but more importantly, i need help.
the bad decisions keep on coming and i
can't seem to find a place where i feel happy
unless i'm sleeping in bed next to him.
i fucked up.
not just "fucked up"
but moreso "FUCKED up".
had an anxiety attack last night
and didn't fall asleep until three forty-five.
i'm overwhelmed. i haven't told anyone the whole truth
in a while...but i'm getting a lot closer.
do you ever find yourself on the verge of a breakdown?
it's embarassing, no?