Wow... too much...

Jan 03, 2005 19:29

I'm still trying to figure out which was funnier... Jason and I getting into a smack fight in front of Burke or listening to Taylor's character talk about someone calling her sexy or Gerard's character being a tough guy in a fight with Brandon's character. Today was just hysterical. Even though Mr. Jones didn't cut his usual jokes, Hampel was PMSing, or the fact that dad flew back to Saudi, today rocked my socks. It was really nice being able to walk into Coughlin today with my dad and let him quick take a look around in the office etc. It was the perfect ending to the perfect break. And I know that next time he sees me, I'll be walking across the stage picking up my high school diploma from OUR alma mater. It's a nice thing to think about.
It's still amazing how much I've been through in these past couple years. Starting at Pocono Mountain, I thought I'd be graduating as a Pocono Mountain Cardinal, I never imagined that I would help open Pocono Mountain West, witness a painful and deceitful divorce, move to Wisconsin, stick around there for a year. I never imagined my mom calling the cops on me, then lying to the police about what happened and leaving out details. I never dreamed of having to walk into a courtroom and tell a judge that I didn't feel safe living at home. Finally comming back to Pennsylvania and beginning my last year of high school at James M. Coughlin high school.
I was always curious about how theraputic all of my activities would be, they've become a saving grace. I can take out all my anger and agression in the pool, music and drama let me release my inner demons and emote a passion only found in the art I create through music and drama. More music has been relating to my life and it's great to put a CD in and instantly be drawn to it because of its sentimental meaning and how it just grabs you and says "Hey, sound familiar?" I love it.
I don't think I can stress enough how good all of my friends have been to me. I love each and every single one of you. I'd actually like to quote a Christmas card I got this year from a very special friend "It's wonderful for me to know I have someone to turn to." You guys have rocked my socks big time... I need to stop hanging out with the color guard...

Much Love,
Cass
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