So, I guess you need a little bit of info??

Jan 02, 2007 09:16

I have been heartbroken recently. I dated Andrew for only like two months.... BUT I really liked him... actually here is the story

I originally didnt like him. His GF, my best friend, was leaving and he had just moved to town. She asked Sarah and I(sarah is the other best friend) to befriend him and make friends. Well once I gave andrew a chance we were two peas in a pod. We just worked perfectly together. WE didnt ever talk about feelings for each other. It never came up. I kinda liked him. But I didnt say anything to ANYONE. I just masked it by saying "I want to find someone who is three parts of what Andrew is". And I meant it. He was great. So sweet. So Romantic.
Andrew and I started to work together at Outback. He prompted me to get the job, he would help. We carpooled we had sooo much fun. We would go to buffalo wild wings almost every night after work. still nothing was EVER SAID. Never. He had decided that he was gonna move after Bre(his GF). Everyone told him that it wasnt a good idea but he didnt listen. She was very controling. she had even stopped talkin to me, her best friend because I was spending too much time with him and she was jealous. For her to accuse me of doing that to her, God she pissed me off. We just stopped talking. We didnt talk about the subject at all. Do you want to know why....Because andrew was the one telling me that she felt this way, and If she knew he told me, she would be angry. I might have understood if maybe it was a stranger, but I was her best friend, So about 5 months have past since she left and I had completely gotten rid of her. I had already let go of her.
Now andrew was leaving for Utah. He had become my best friend. He was. When I wanted to talk to anyone, it was him.. not sarah anymore. So when he left it was tough because we couldnt talk as much. Bre didnt like him talkin to me either. Well they started going through problems. And when bre saw that I was tryin to be there for Andrew she got upset.
Right before they broke up officially(andrew had been trying to break up with her for almost 2 weeks) he told me that it wasnt working in Utah because he wanted me there with him. OMG what was I suppose to say. I told him that there might be something between us, but we never gave it a shot so I dont know. Well he breaks up with her and deceided to move back to his home in Maryland. He came and visited me. He kissed me and it just seems all great.. But he just kept saying... I cant handle a relationship. Understood he was with bre for a few years. But he still started EVERYTHING.... He went to China with his father, a planned trip,We couldnt talk except for on myspace. we talked all the time. When he came back, the first weekend he came and visited me. He was broke but still came and drove 7 and 1/2 hours. We/he made it official. He did. He did it. I even questioned him. I said are you sure and you sure!!.he said yeah. Well he said that we should commit to seeing each other everyother weekend. He would visit and then I would. I was ready for it. and he said he was. we did that for not even two months and he dumped me. Now on Christmas I found out that he is going back to Utah in Spring. I knew he loved it up there. But I kinda have a gut feeling that he might go back there for Bre. And I told him that There would be noooo respect left for him if he did that. well maybe more later.. Im drained!
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