speed it up or slow it down
i missed another show because right before i left i got that weird feeling i always get right before i get going. so andrew left without me and im sitting at home reading and watching the hours melt away like all the other days. everything is moving and happening but i feel stuck here in this one spot and i feel like i cant move at all. it feels like im watching everyone having a huge party right in front of me and everyone says, "why dont you just party with us?" and i dont knowww why but i just cant man...