Realizations:
1. im done with college but too exhausted with life to care.
2. my worst trait is that when people complain to me i offer them advice. not to be a know it all, but because i try not to complain unless its to my parents or someone VERY close, therefore i figure that no one would complain to me unless they wanted advice. looking back i figure this must look snotty and presumptuous. never on purpose, but i assumed thats why they were telling me. its something my mother does as well. at any rate im stopping that. keeping me mouth shut and when someone wants to complain just let them. trying at least.
3. i think knowing one of my worst traits is probably one of my best traits.
4. my self confidence has sky dived downwards in the past 3 weeks and im very resentful of it. because i have always had high self confidence.
5. im sick of selfish boys. boys that act for themselves only and don't care about what they are doing to anyone else that cares about them. im sick of being taken for granted and im sick of being pushed aside, time and time again.
6. im going to go to church when i get back to CT. to pray for someone i deeply respect who has cancer. One of the kindest people i know, as a matter of fact.
7. im excited my trip to europe went through. im excited my passport came. im excited to graduate and to have parents that paid for ALL this schooling. im excited that i might have a very well paying job when i get back from vacation. im excited that my cousin is getting "married". im sad that none of that is cheering me up.
8. i am thrilled to come home and be around my best friends again. ones that have been there since forever and have always made me feel great about myself. i miss them so much. and thanks for always being there, it means a lot to me
2. my worst trait is that when people complain to me i offer them advice. not to be a know it all, but because i try not to complain unless its to my parents or someone VERY close, therefore i figure that no one would complain to me unless they wanted advice. looking back i figure this must look snotty and presumptuous. never on purpose, but i assumed thats why they were telling me. its something my mother does as well. at any rate im stopping that. keeping me mouth shut and when someone wants to complain just let them. trying at least.
3. i think knowing one of my worst traits is probably one of my best traits.
4. my self confidence has sky dived downwards in the past 3 weeks and im very resentful of it. because i have always had high self confidence.
5. im sick of selfish boys. boys that act for themselves only and don't care about what they are doing to anyone else that cares about them. im sick of being taken for granted and im sick of being pushed aside, time and time again.
6. im going to go to church when i get back to CT. to pray for someone i deeply respect who has cancer. One of the kindest people i know, as a matter of fact.
7. im excited my trip to europe went through. im excited my passport came. im excited to graduate and to have parents that paid for ALL this schooling. im excited that i might have a very well paying job when i get back from vacation. im excited that my cousin is getting "married". im sad that none of that is cheering me up.
8. i am thrilled to come home and be around my best friends again. ones that have been there since forever and have always made me feel great about myself. i miss them so much. and thanks for always being there, it means a lot to me