Cancer
I just found out that Jess might have cancer in her lungs. I can't deal with this. I started to cry as I read it. I've had to deal with too much cancer already, Mom, Edward, Katie's grandma, Bill, Riva's dad. Haven't I already filled my cancer quotient for my life? Katie's grandma, Edward, and Bill died from it, and when my mom had it, I flunked Algebra 1. Cancer has been the cause of too much pain for me. Please, God, let Jess mot have it, cause I don't think I could take another round in the ring with cancer. I don't want to have to fight anymore. It's too exhausting. I love you, Jess, I really do. And if you do have cancer, then I will help you fight, all the way through.