Jun 09, 2005 20:49
Ok I am hearing it all from all over....So here it is from me...whats going on Really....
No I am not with Marcus...There are many reasons Why I left him...SO WHY WOULD I GO BACK?!?! Do you think I am that forgiving? Jeez...I may not hold grudges but I do hurt and will hurt..
Yes I know he wants me back...If anyone cant see that they are blind.
So Here is what I want...I want Vince Back...I want it badly..and thats all I want! I Fucked up...I did something stupid...I admit it..I didnt think for once...It happens to us all....
a message to all of you saying he isnt worth crying over, that he is an asshole, I could do better and whatever other reason you have here it is plain and simple...FUCK OFF
First off the one saying the Most MER...You called him up in hopes we would hook up...and SUPPOSEDLY he was your best friend...YOu sure turn your back when it is of some value to you...Grow up Damn it...Stop playing sides....
The rest of you that are saying that...Quit it...You arent going to get anything out of it...I know how the male mind works...YOU ARENT GETTING INTO MY PANTS! I AM NOT LIKE THAT!
Ok those that arent saying shit...Thank you...thank you for being a real friend...Thats what I really need right now...Not this other shit
A message to those who are trying to get involved in shit that dosnet involve them...BACK OFF...for the first part...I really dont know most of you...So stop saying shit! I dont need extra crap from outsiders...
What this all boils down to...Unless you are Vince ...You dont have a say at all in whats going on with me right now....
To Vince..My Vinnie
THis is staight from my heart for you
I love you...I did the second you walked into the door...some shit happened I know...I've said I'm sorry and I will if you want me to until I die...But the real thing is that I care for you greatly. I want to be with you...I'm sorry I lied to you..I know your deal on honesty...No excuse why...Not here to plead my case..I'm here asking you, begging you to please forgive me...Let me back into your life...Let me be your KissyBear....I know you are going to question things I say and do...But the only way to show you that I wont do it again is to give US another chance....Let me show you that you are safe with me...I cant say I wont hurt you again...I cant predict the future...I wish I could...No wait No I dont..I like seeing what is going to happen from day to day...I can say I will do my best not to...I miss you...Please Vinnie..My Vinnie...come back to me...I love you more than anything...Love Your Kissy