hmm...
okay... time for a real update... life is better... life is normal... life's a bitch... so fuck it... sorry if that offended anyone... hmm... my thoughts are so out of my head right now... i am thinking about cherry and dusty and what they might do tomorrow... and i am thinking about stuart... and his dreams... and his feelings and how he wont tell me shit... and his lies... ... and i am thinking about trey and how i fucking miss that bastard so much but i shouldnt cus he was more of a jackass to me than stuart... (but then again i would really miss stuart if he were to do that to himself...)... and i am thinking about everyone who i have ever met (everyone... even that person who i might have met at HEB 5 or 6 years ago... everyone)... and i am thinking how they might have changed my life somehow... what they might have taught me... what they tried to teach me... what i learned... i am thinking about how much i miss some of my closest friends... Jesse, Samantha Durby, Caitlin Shock, Kaitlyn Vanderstucken, Melanie Shafer, and so many others... i am thinking about why i am crying... and i still cant come up with an answer... i am thinking about my friggin research paper and that it is due monday and i just have the first paragraph and it has to be 4 pages... and i am thinking about who i like... and my fear of getting that close to someone... and why i always seem to hurt those that i get close to... and... that is about all i can think of at a time... so i shall write more later...
-cass-
-cass-