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hmm... stuart seems so... i dont know... different... but he says he is going back to how he really is... and i dont know how to talk to people online anymore... i am like losing my ability of gab... and it sucks... whatelse... i found bruises on my arms and it took me like an hour to figure out how they go there... they got there when i was sleeping on dusty and then he said that he wouldnt mind if his sister said she was a dyke... and i started freaking out and he was holding me really tightly... so now i am like bruised... and it really hurts cus people kept poking them... and i am trying not to take pain killers anymore... and i am trying to deal with pain better... i dont know why... but it is getting a little annoying how i hate pain... but whatever... i dont really know what to say in here anymore... and i miss the old stuart... and i miss the old dominic... and i miss my long talks with Nathan... and i think i actually miss chris... and i dont know what i miss all these things... i just do... *sigh*... but whatever... no one reads this... so no one really cares... anywayz... buhbye...
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