Remebering the good times
I watched the Constant Gardener recently & it made me remember how passionate I used to be about things - important things. Yesterday, I came home at 6PM went to take a nap & woke up the next morning, sleeping 12 hours! This is absurd!!! I havent read a good book or had a creative thought or even debated on an important topic. Daily life is getting to me. This sucks. Now I oversleep because of boredom, lack of motivation, numbness... I am waiting... still waiting, for that triggering moment in my life. BTW work sucks. I mean it is so effortless. I hate not been challenged. I need a break from daily routine.... perhaps a trip to Brasil? Ah, if only escaping brought one back to reality.
Life... I miss it.
Life... I miss it.