sorry for the sounds

[caspiancomplete]

i shot myself
but i did not die
so i hit my chest hard
choking back on the air
still consuming the last breathy
goodbye
on the phonecall
with alcohol in my taste
you wouldnt know though
would you.
so here is my bidding
when i wrap the telephone cord
around my neck
and jump off the top floor.
whispering to the fairest sunshine of my days
it would be so nice to see you caught dead
since you wouldnt be caught dead
ever with me