May 15, 2005 21:54
i've waited 24 hours to make this post. i guess i'm a lot less angry, now. it's like the waiting period to buy a gun. i didn't want to hurt anyone, so i waited.
i don't believe that i've ever been so blindingly angry in my entire life than i was yesterday.
i'm sick of being a wounded lamb after i'm walked over. this is my baptism by fire, i guess.
But he'll never hear of it. I'll still be just as coy and fey, and I'll still smile sweet smiles and laugh at his inappropriate jests and he'll not know a thing. Because that's the way I am.
"That one may smile, and smile, and be a villain!"
*amy
ps. Please excuse this post. I was raving mad.