I just needed to place this somewhere because it was an important letter that I wrote.
Hey,
I just read your email and I not forgetting you. You are my bestfriend and will always be. Sometimes I wish I hadn't moved away from you guys but life is good right now. Leaving Chatham was one of the best things I've done for myself but not one day goes by that I don't think about you guys. I miss you guys a lot. Sometimes I sit here and wonder what it could have been like if I stayed. You guys are my family and I left you. It was a very hard decidsion for sure but I don't think I'll ever come back to Chatham. That city just brought me down in all the important aspects of my life.
I have a hard time going to Tim Horton's with other people now because it's just not the same. You and Brandi cannot be replaced ever. You two are my family and I wish you could be here with me or me there with you. You, Brandi and Mandi are the only people in my life that I have ever had such a bond with and besides my future children will ever have.
I will never forget you guys at all, EVER! Someday I really hope that we can all live in the same city again. So we can hang out, go out on those long car rides into nowhere, discuss roleplaying and the problems we are having. Just basically be there for each other. This is hard for me to write without getting all emotional. That's one thing that Mandi brought out in me, my emotions.
As you have heard Mandi and I are planning on moving in September. We are shooting for Halifax because the east coast is somewhere we have always wanted to be. I think after this move we will be settling down in one city. The thing is that we are not 100% positve that we will be going out there because I'm going to be applying to colleges soon and wherever I get accepted is where we will be. I don't know what you and Brandi have in mind but if nothing is holding you back you should move. It's wishful thinking I know but that's all I can do right now. In a perfect world I would have Mandi, Steve and Brandi around me but things aren't always perfect.
I'm glad that you guys are still roleplaying. I found one guys so far and we had our first one on one session last Monday. That is my new roleplaying night. I'm running a Rifts game right now. Last week I picked up the Ulitimate Edition. It's packed full of stuff and I'm having a blast with it. Hopefully next payday I will be able to pick up a couple of other books after Christmas shopping.
I have to get going now. I'm going to try to get some more sleep before work.
You hetrosexual lifepartner,
Brian