LONELY
I couldnt be any happier than i am right now. i have the guy of my dreams and we are in love. I feel lonely right now because he is not here he is at boot camp in MO. I dont get to see him until october. this summer is going to be very lonely. But i will make it because my love for him aint going anywhere and im going to be here for him when he gets back. I havent seen him in over a month and i got a letter from him. He said he is doing fine and that he is having fun. he said its hot there and it aint even summer yet. he told me to tell everyone he says hi and he will be home soon.
For those of you who didnt know we took a break. we were apart 4 months. i guess we realized we belong together and we have been back together since February 15. I am just so happy i didnt lose him forever. I have never loved anyone as much as him. My mom is really helping me get through this time with him being gone. my mom keeps telling me he will be home soon and she keeps telling me he loves me. She is so happy we are back together. She thinks of joey as her son. She is praying that we get married one day. and i am too.
See a funny thing is when me and joey first got together she couldnt stand him and she said that i shouldnt be with him. but after us being together for almost 2 and a half years she loves him to death. they talk all the time and of course its almost always about me. im just glad the guy i think is right for me, my mom also thinks he is the right guy for me too.
im just afraid that when joey gets back he wont want to be with me anymore. He is going to be in shape and look good and im not. but he says he loves me just the way i am and he dont think i should change. He really showed me that. The last day i saw him before he left i seen him in his uniform. we walked into marsh because my mom was working and he grabbed my hand. he wanted everyone to know that we were together. Gosh why am i so lucky to have him?? BUT I LOVE IT!!!! I AM SO SO SO MUCH IN LOVE!!
Before he even knew he was leaving we were talking about marriage. He asked me what would i say if he asked me to marry him on christmas and i told him i didnt know. but if he asked me that same question now i would tell him that i would say yes. I would love to marry him. He tells me all the time that he loves me. When we first got back together we were listing to music and this one song we were listening to he just was singing it and wasnt even looking at me. and after the song went off he said he wanted to tell me something when we was listening to that song and i said tell me what you want to tell me. He was i dont know if i can. i said just tell me if you want to. He looked at me straight in the eyes and said "I LOVE YOU". That really surprised me. We were only back together 2 days. but he said his feelings came back the day we talked on the phone after 4 months. I called him on a sunday and he came over the very next day. We kissed that day and it brought back so many feeling but it was so weird kissing him again but i will never feel the way i feel about him to someone else.
well im going to go for now. my mom is wanting me to go fishing with her so im going to go. i will try to update more often.
For those of you who didnt know we took a break. we were apart 4 months. i guess we realized we belong together and we have been back together since February 15. I am just so happy i didnt lose him forever. I have never loved anyone as much as him. My mom is really helping me get through this time with him being gone. my mom keeps telling me he will be home soon and she keeps telling me he loves me. She is so happy we are back together. She thinks of joey as her son. She is praying that we get married one day. and i am too.
See a funny thing is when me and joey first got together she couldnt stand him and she said that i shouldnt be with him. but after us being together for almost 2 and a half years she loves him to death. they talk all the time and of course its almost always about me. im just glad the guy i think is right for me, my mom also thinks he is the right guy for me too.
im just afraid that when joey gets back he wont want to be with me anymore. He is going to be in shape and look good and im not. but he says he loves me just the way i am and he dont think i should change. He really showed me that. The last day i saw him before he left i seen him in his uniform. we walked into marsh because my mom was working and he grabbed my hand. he wanted everyone to know that we were together. Gosh why am i so lucky to have him?? BUT I LOVE IT!!!! I AM SO SO SO MUCH IN LOVE!!
Before he even knew he was leaving we were talking about marriage. He asked me what would i say if he asked me to marry him on christmas and i told him i didnt know. but if he asked me that same question now i would tell him that i would say yes. I would love to marry him. He tells me all the time that he loves me. When we first got back together we were listing to music and this one song we were listening to he just was singing it and wasnt even looking at me. and after the song went off he said he wanted to tell me something when we was listening to that song and i said tell me what you want to tell me. He was i dont know if i can. i said just tell me if you want to. He looked at me straight in the eyes and said "I LOVE YOU". That really surprised me. We were only back together 2 days. but he said his feelings came back the day we talked on the phone after 4 months. I called him on a sunday and he came over the very next day. We kissed that day and it brought back so many feeling but it was so weird kissing him again but i will never feel the way i feel about him to someone else.
well im going to go for now. my mom is wanting me to go fishing with her so im going to go. i will try to update more often.