I want to cry
Today was a really bad day. Everything went wrong. My job sucks the life right out of me and it does not help that I have been emotionally stressed for some time. There are things that I have done that I am not happy about. I am trying to work on a lot of things about me but it does not help when they are killing me at work. I try to talk to people about it but when I am not at work they are or they are asleep and vice-a-viscera. So the stress in me builds up until I just cant take it anymore. Thous all I want to do is cry. I hate myself for how I handle things and it seems like no one cares. How do I go on? How do I keep fighting? Why can't I just tell people the pain I feel? Why do I do this to myself? I cant even answer these questions. I don't expect you to answer them either. these are things that I just had to say. Well it is hard to see the screen through my tears so I will write again later.