I felt the hate rise up in me. Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves.

Apr 22, 2006 23:35

I'm gonna be a redhead soon. Robert is getting angry very easily tonight. I'm so uneasy and nervous about him leaving me. Sometimes you just need reassurance, you know? And I'm not getting it. I've become so unappreciated. Down right taken for granted. I don't deserve that. I've recently become decent-looking (this is the first time in going on 10 years that I've thought I was cute), and I just wish he would tell me. But I'm just Shareen, and no one else. Even that doesn't seem like too much of a compliment anymore. I'm so depressed.

I want to go swimming.

I feel so fucking bad in this entry for having so many instances of the word "I." That means I don't care enough about other people. According to Robert, I'm "inconsiderate." I don't think I am. Am I?
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