Jan 01, 2006 21:09
Gaze down upon my drained face. Look at me with disgust and hate. Love me only long enough to get what you want. Its ok, I swear, I’m used to it. Slice open my palm and steal my blood, drink my soul, drain my life. I look up at you and you say nothing, just give me that infamous smile. Your hand comes across my face to cover my eyes, and with everything black all I can see is myself, in a ball, shrinking to nothing, and growing out of control. You see the tormented expression on my face and all it does it make you smirk. You are proud of the torture you give. You love the feeling of my weakness. You love making me nothing by your own hand. Grasping my wrists you tie them with barbed wire. I bleed yet only feel free. I can feel your hair trailing across my face now, your breath upon my neck. I open my mouth to bite your flesh, you just lift my face away. Taking black tape from god knows where, my lips are sealed together leaving me speechless. Left lying in my own blood, the only thing I can hear is your heart racing, anticipating the mind game you are about to play.
-Kasper