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A lot has been going on. More than I can even type, nor want to share. I am at a loss for words sometimes, and other times I'm full of expression. I haven't decided if I am relieved or disappointed that school hasn't started or not yet. This strike has really put a damper on other people's lives, but for me, I'm just at a stalemate. I like having the extra time to work, save some money up that is much needed to pay bills and purchase school books, however, the sooner school starts the sooner I can focus more on that and less on the other things that usually seem to occupy my mind. I don't mean to run from things but it seems like if it's out of my sight then it'll be out of my mind.
I want a new job. i might apply for this job at a childcare center, I'm not sure though. I guess I would be a substitute making my own hours, so that would be nice...however, i am not sure if it's guaranteed hours. It would be a pay increase by at least a dollar if not more..so that's a perk. And it would give me a little more experience that I will need. Another perk.
i am scared. kinda freaking out. this whole teaching thing is really worrying me. I am not sure if I want to do it anymore. It seems like so much pressure. Especially after seeing what is going on in the detroit schools...i get nervous. Everyone says i'll be okay...though i'm not so sure.
My friends. Well, some are here, some are there...either way, i'm kinda at a standstill on this topic too. I don't know what to do, so in the meantime I'm just going to go on being me...take it or leave it. I don't really know what else to do than to be true to myself.
I am recently addicted to the tv show LOST. It's the best thing. I can't help but want to watch episode after episode...I have to find out what is going to happen!!!!
Okay, i need to finish some stuff up here before i head out. I'll write more. one day.
I want a new job. i might apply for this job at a childcare center, I'm not sure though. I guess I would be a substitute making my own hours, so that would be nice...however, i am not sure if it's guaranteed hours. It would be a pay increase by at least a dollar if not more..so that's a perk. And it would give me a little more experience that I will need. Another perk.
i am scared. kinda freaking out. this whole teaching thing is really worrying me. I am not sure if I want to do it anymore. It seems like so much pressure. Especially after seeing what is going on in the detroit schools...i get nervous. Everyone says i'll be okay...though i'm not so sure.
My friends. Well, some are here, some are there...either way, i'm kinda at a standstill on this topic too. I don't know what to do, so in the meantime I'm just going to go on being me...take it or leave it. I don't really know what else to do than to be true to myself.
I am recently addicted to the tv show LOST. It's the best thing. I can't help but want to watch episode after episode...I have to find out what is going to happen!!!!
Okay, i need to finish some stuff up here before i head out. I'll write more. one day.