well...

[casorama]

I suppose you can't expect everyone to do things the way you do them, or should do them.  Yet, it's hard to stand back and let someone not live up to their potential.  To settle for less than they are capable of or deserve.  Yeah.  Sometimes I just get frustrated, when in reality I should let things go.  He bugs me sometimes.  He needs money.  Everyone knows it.  Yet, he'll make excuses or complain when he has to work later or earlier.  I can't really sympathize.  Here I am working you know 50-60 hour weeks, and he's not even pulling his 40 hour week.  And that's fine, nobody said he had to, but come on, buck up a little.  Show a little maturity.  And while you're at it, be where you say you are going to be and do what you say you'll do.  Don't make me look like a fool in the mean time.  Ugh.  I just get frustrated when someone just keeps traveling down that road that's not really headed anywhere.

I shouldn't let things like this bother me.  But I do.  I am a lover, fixer, giver, protector, worrier...i just want to make things easy for everyone.  But who's making it easy for me?

Exactly.

I was in a pretty good mood.  Tired and all, but still in a good mood.  And then that phone call just seems to be lurking in the back of my mind.  And I can't stop thinking abotu it.  I wish I could.

I wish he only knew...