Only time will tell...
Days like today make me want to stay inside, curl up under a blanket and watch a good movie. I'm not sure if it's raining outside, but when I got to work this morning at 720, the weather hinted toward rain. It was kinda sticky and gross...I probably would have much rather had it be raining than hot and muggy.
By the way, i found that image on yahoo and really liked it. I am a huge fan of black and white photos to begin with, and this one just sorta caught my eye. I wish I had more money to spend towards photography. Maybe one day.
Things are getting better. Well, some things. I am working like a dog. Which isn't fun. And the fact of the matter is that my job doesn't have a lot to do to keep me busy, but the other employees that I work with have both been on vacation (at separate times), so I have been asked to do a lot of coverage. Which is nice to be needed, but I'm wore out. I am supposed to work tonight actually, but I just am so burnt out. I don't get enough sleep. I am always always on the go. So I thought that maybe a night off work wouldn't be too much to ask for. If the person I asked to take my shift cant, then obviously I will go in...but it would really be nice to sit. Last night lizzie and i went shopping. I had fun, didn't have as much luck as i had hoped, but that's okay. I got home and wanted to go right to bed. Didn't, of course. Actually had trouble falling asleep.
I am not home often. Actually, hardly ever. It's more or less just a place to keep my stuff. Store my shit. I want to get a place of my own. I don't know how other people my age can EVER afford places of their own. I can't grasp it. I have various things I must pay, like car payment and insurance, and the cell phone bill. Other than that...not a whole lot extra. I want to get a place of my own. I want to stop sharing a room with my younger sister...I want a place I can go to when I want to be alone. And right now, the only place that I can do that with is my car. Hello. Gas prices.
Things with friends seem to be getting better. I guess. I mean, the tension and whatnot isn't as bad. I guess I just need to ride it out...
Tomorrow is friday. Can't wait for the weekend. But it always goes by so so so so so fast. Can't everyday be sunday?