So many changes...
...So many things have happened to me since I last wrote in here. I've just been so... busy, and confused... I just haven't had time to write here.
...Where should I start? ...I'm alive. A heart beats in my chest, and well... i'm just alive...! It's.... so.... different... I saw myself, saw my reflection... I can't... even fathom... what it was like. I can't ever remember seeing my reflection before that point in time. I look so... different. Dedo didn't recognize me... I didn't recognize me...
The Ghost Lupe is punishing me again, by making me live life again. When I die, he plans to pull me back into his servitude. Myself, and all my kin... he said so. But... my kin? What does he mean by this? I haven't any kin... not anymore... it's all just so confusing, and it hurts too... my skin is still very tender from being burned by the moon. It sounds odd....
Why does everything feel so... different now? Why must I feel this way?
I still care for Dedo very much. I can't help it. I felt so horrible when he didn't recognize me. Maybe i'm just hanging on to hopeless dreams...
...Where should I start? ...I'm alive. A heart beats in my chest, and well... i'm just alive...! It's.... so.... different... I saw myself, saw my reflection... I can't... even fathom... what it was like. I can't ever remember seeing my reflection before that point in time. I look so... different. Dedo didn't recognize me... I didn't recognize me...
The Ghost Lupe is punishing me again, by making me live life again. When I die, he plans to pull me back into his servitude. Myself, and all my kin... he said so. But... my kin? What does he mean by this? I haven't any kin... not anymore... it's all just so confusing, and it hurts too... my skin is still very tender from being burned by the moon. It sounds odd....
Why does everything feel so... different now? Why must I feel this way?
I still care for Dedo very much. I can't help it. I felt so horrible when he didn't recognize me. Maybe i'm just hanging on to hopeless dreams...