Feb 25, 2004 16:53
Today I tried to trace back to the exact moment I fell in love with him.
There was the Sixth Fest. We talked. I thought he was cool and pretty good looking, but never thought of him as more than a friend.
Then we spoke on the net for months. I started to get to know him better, and yeah, I guess you could say i fancied him.
Then there was the West Coast gig. He risked his ass to get me and my friends in. He got us in. And I admitted to my friends (when he wasn't around) that I liked him as more than a friend. Two seconds later he walked in the door.
Later that night he hugged me. That was it. That was the second I knew I loved him.
We spoke on the net for a few more weeks, and I opened up more to him. My feelings grew.
Then there was the gig at his hotel. He introducedme to his girlfriend, and we were talking for a while. Just him being there... It made me fall more in love.
Then I didn't speak to him for a while, his internet went down. I began to fall for another guy - Mert - but then, as soon as I began speaking to Chris again, I knew I loved Chris.
Now I adore him. Worship him. Whatever. The way he treats me as an equal, not like I'm 2 years younger - which I am. The way we can mess about, and then just laugh. The was he makes me laugh. The way he makes me feel. And, to quote Sugarcult, the way that he makes me fall in love.
So That's why I love him.