Paint It Black
No-one. And I mean no-one, insults my Zaira. She may live, what, 5000 miles away? But she's one of the best friends I've ever had. Ever. So when someone *spits* starts bitching about her I'm gonna get angry, and that I did.
If you *spits* are somehow reading this then.. whatever. I don't give le shit. And I'm serious. Touch her and I shall kick your ass when I get there. 27th june.. a date for your diary.
----well enough bitching----
Today I woke up. Late as per fucking usual, and got a shower, got ready, walked to bus stop, pretty much normally. I'm trying to lead a nornal-ish life even though my depressions kinda started hitting me hard in the last few weeks in high school. School was boring. We had Hutchinson for History, and I was surprised she didn't say anything about my hair, she always does. When I dyed it just normal black, she went skitz and never got off my back, but i dyed it black/blue the other day and she hasn;t said anything. I kept my head down all lesson though... The rest of the morning went by okay, and at lunch Murray came in. I thought he;d left already but he;s not flying to NZ till next week. He left school last week though. He's coming in sometime before he goes because he 'wants to talk'. Things never were the same between us since last year, but he fucked me about so much. Grr at him. Anyways... I saw Danny (bandmate) crying, he was trying to hide it and insisted he wasn't, but I knew he was. He;s so close with Murray. So I gave him a hug and I almost started crying too. Do I still have feelings for Murray? I don;t know.. I don't think so anyways. the afternoon consisted of Math teacher yelling, RE teacher yelling, ICT teacher swearing because the fucktard computer had deleted ALL my GCSE coursework.. all 20 hours of it. I've never heard Winrow swear before and he was like "Oh shit..." and cuzzin all over the place. Then I walked home and saw this old lady fall over, so being the kind hearted soul I am, I helped her up and carried her shopping for her home. My feet hurt now because it was quite out of my way. But tis all in a good cause.
Then I came home and came on le tinternet. And saw *hisses* bitching about Z.. grrrrrr.... now I'm listening to music and chatting! yey! lol
*Kimi*
If you *spits* are somehow reading this then.. whatever. I don't give le shit. And I'm serious. Touch her and I shall kick your ass when I get there. 27th june.. a date for your diary.
----well enough bitching----
Today I woke up. Late as per fucking usual, and got a shower, got ready, walked to bus stop, pretty much normally. I'm trying to lead a nornal-ish life even though my depressions kinda started hitting me hard in the last few weeks in high school. School was boring. We had Hutchinson for History, and I was surprised she didn't say anything about my hair, she always does. When I dyed it just normal black, she went skitz and never got off my back, but i dyed it black/blue the other day and she hasn;t said anything. I kept my head down all lesson though... The rest of the morning went by okay, and at lunch Murray came in. I thought he;d left already but he;s not flying to NZ till next week. He left school last week though. He's coming in sometime before he goes because he 'wants to talk'. Things never were the same between us since last year, but he fucked me about so much. Grr at him. Anyways... I saw Danny (bandmate) crying, he was trying to hide it and insisted he wasn't, but I knew he was. He;s so close with Murray. So I gave him a hug and I almost started crying too. Do I still have feelings for Murray? I don;t know.. I don't think so anyways. the afternoon consisted of Math teacher yelling, RE teacher yelling, ICT teacher swearing because the fucktard computer had deleted ALL my GCSE coursework.. all 20 hours of it. I've never heard Winrow swear before and he was like "Oh shit..." and cuzzin all over the place. Then I walked home and saw this old lady fall over, so being the kind hearted soul I am, I helped her up and carried her shopping for her home. My feet hurt now because it was quite out of my way. But tis all in a good cause.
Then I came home and came on le tinternet. And saw *hisses* bitching about Z.. grrrrrr.... now I'm listening to music and chatting! yey! lol
*Kimi*