new video, new problems, old fears
i shot this for VIMBY a couple months ago. it finally went up today.
VIMBY - I Set My Friends on Fire
i've been alternating between bouts of anxious paranoia and confident calm about my employment situation. part of me freaks out wondering just what the hell i'm going to do and worries that i'll just fall back into the same cycle that plagued me before. the other part says don't sweat it. how hard can it be?
i'm also constantly worried VIMBY is going to stop accepting my videos - or stop buying enough of them to cover my rent and stuff. i may have some serious trust and abandonment issues. but are they really "issues" if you're just scared that the stuff that's always happening to you is going to happen again?
semi-employment is driving me insane. i'm so used to just sitting here working all the time - 7 days a week. now i just sit here trying to think of new ways to make money, applying for jobs, planning to go see movies, being lazy, getting fat, and fending off paranoia and depression. welcome to 2009.
VIMBY - I Set My Friends on Fire
i've been alternating between bouts of anxious paranoia and confident calm about my employment situation. part of me freaks out wondering just what the hell i'm going to do and worries that i'll just fall back into the same cycle that plagued me before. the other part says don't sweat it. how hard can it be?
i'm also constantly worried VIMBY is going to stop accepting my videos - or stop buying enough of them to cover my rent and stuff. i may have some serious trust and abandonment issues. but are they really "issues" if you're just scared that the stuff that's always happening to you is going to happen again?
semi-employment is driving me insane. i'm so used to just sitting here working all the time - 7 days a week. now i just sit here trying to think of new ways to make money, applying for jobs, planning to go see movies, being lazy, getting fat, and fending off paranoia and depression. welcome to 2009.