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I just drank my seventh cup of tea in 3 hours. My throat is still not feeling good. Ugh ugh ugh. I hate being sick. Prom is next weekend, I'll be damned if I'm sick for that.
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In other news. Mike is good. I've never felt so connected with someone who I've been dating for only a month. It's an amazing feeling. He understands me. I used to see myself being single forever because I can't stay put. Now I can't envision my life without him. I like it, but at the same time I'm scared out of my mind. I don't want to be that girl that depends on her boyfriend. I don't see myself like that though, ever. I'm my own person and I intend to stay that way. It's just weird for me to be sitting on my bed without him, wondering where he is or what he's doing. That's not weird is it? I'm just really new to the whole relationship thing. I don't want to be clingy but I love being with him, near him. I like that when I leave his apartment all I can smell is him. But then it fades and I get sad. It's such an interesting feeling for me. But all I'll say is, the pros absolutely out weight the cons in this situation :)
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In other news. Mike is good. I've never felt so connected with someone who I've been dating for only a month. It's an amazing feeling. He understands me. I used to see myself being single forever because I can't stay put. Now I can't envision my life without him. I like it, but at the same time I'm scared out of my mind. I don't want to be that girl that depends on her boyfriend. I don't see myself like that though, ever. I'm my own person and I intend to stay that way. It's just weird for me to be sitting on my bed without him, wondering where he is or what he's doing. That's not weird is it? I'm just really new to the whole relationship thing. I don't want to be clingy but I love being with him, near him. I like that when I leave his apartment all I can smell is him. But then it fades and I get sad. It's such an interesting feeling for me. But all I'll say is, the pros absolutely out weight the cons in this situation :)