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The more I hang out with Mike the more and more I grow to like him. This is such a weird feeling for me. I don't like people for this long, I usually get bored and move on. I haven't yet and I'm excited. He makes me feel so happy all the time. He's the reason I'm awake right now, I can't stop thinking about him. I can still smell him on my pillow and I don't want it to go away. I love how he jokes with me and isn't too nice. He met my parents tonight and they like him. I'm really glad. It was my family birthday party so he met a lot of people. I think it was a little overwhelming. Things are going so good it doesn't seem real. I literally had to pinch myself about 15 minutes ago to see if I was dreaming. Yeah, it's that bad. It's probably the best feeling I've had in years. Although I haven't been this scared since I fell through an inner-tube at Aquaboggin when I was 7.