A letter writing promise.
Sometimes I don't know what's worth more: what I think or what I think others think. My delusional mind overwhelms me at times with power that frightens me.
Home. Press a button and you can find the exact spot you're looking for. And after being gone for moments, you realize everything is different and while they are all the same, you've changed so much you can't recognize who you used to be nor why they once fascinated you. Instead, you try to be who they think you are, but your heart isn't in it anymore. Their oddities and unique abilities now just annoy you instead of fascinate you as they did before. Life to them isn't really life at all. Their days consist of how quickly they can make someone cry and then laugh about it later because it makes them that much cooler. I can think "I was once like them, I was one of them" but in truth, I am lying to myself.
I want to write to people. Not just emails, but letters of no consequence except to let you know that there's someone thinking of you. Grace gives me inspiration in this, and I thank her for it. There are so many people here who inspire me, and it's the pictures as well as the words that bring life new meaning. I'd like to thank you all. Really. Give me addresses. Not because I'm bound to stalk you, since I have no money anyway, but because it's nice to get letters every once in a while in the mail from people, yes? I've always found that it makes me feel like there's someone out there that's thinking of me (duh), thinking of me in ways that I normally don't think of myself, and that is good.
Bring forth the magic of the stories and perhaps one day they'll be true enough to believe.
Tell me your addresses. Comment on this post.
[Everything is screened. No one can stalk you unless you really want them to.] I need to keep a promise like this for once. I make them and always break them, and I have to stop. So, I think you get the idea.
Until the next moments our words meet. Wait for it, but do not long for it, for there are other things in life worth longing for. And there are other things in life that are worth the risk. Take it. And don't forget the memories. But do not dwell upon them. Only remember and smile, and then walk on....
Ciao.