more specifically, they can kiss my asshole.
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
"That's some big-ass hair."
2. How much cash do you have in your wallet right now?
A five-dollar note that I borrowed from my mother. That's all I've got to keep me going for, well, I don't know how long.
3. Do you label yourself?
I used to be a big label person. Not consciously. I would just automatically try to find words to categorise people, just to organise my mind, I suppose. These days, I don't like labels at all.
4. What does your watch look like?
I just bought this one. That's why I have to borrow coffee money from my mother. OH, THE SHAME.
5. What were you doing at midnight last night?
I don't know. Staring at the reflection of the window in my mirror.
6. What’s a word that you say a lot?
'Fuck'.
7. Who told you he/she loved you last?
My best friend. We had this weird-ass four-hour argument and it was horrible and inevitable and really fucking crazy. (It's all fine now. Sort of.) Afterward, I texted her something to cheer her up and she replied, "God, I love you."
8. Last furry thing you touched?
This little guy.
9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"No." My mother asked me if I wanted lunch.
10. The last song you listened to?
'Devil in a New Dress' by Kanye West.
11. Where did you live five years ago?
In quite a horrible little townhouse that had the most glorious location (down the road from both my school and my sister's, two train stations, bus stops, a huge shopping centre, all my friends...).
12. Are you jealous of anyone?
No. I have no reason to be. I think I'm capable of getting the things I want, because the things I want are mostly things that I want to achieve. I don't envy people who have money and therefore a world of material pleasures because, really, a nice jacket doesn't negate the entire universe of shit that hits us all eventually. I'm never envious of people in happy relationships. I don't know why. Envy is pretty disgusting - begrudging someone what they have and wishing you could take it from them. I think it just makes you feel worse about yourself, more than anything.
13. Is anyone jealous of you?
I don't know. I know that certain people are intimidated by me, but I think that those are two different things.
14. Name three things that you have on you at all times.
Mints. Music. Make-up.
15. What’s your favourite town/city?
I don't think I've traveled enough to have a favourite. It's like asking someone who reads one book every three years what their favourite book is. Or asking someone who has only ever seen a couple of football matches what their favourite team is. What's the point of that kind of value judgement?
16. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper and mailed it?
I can't remember. How sad. No wonder my penmanship has gone down the drain.
17. Can you change the oil on a car?
Ha. Ha. WHAT A WASTE OF A QUESTION.
18. What is your current desktop picture?
Some piece-of-crap default setting snow-scape thing.
19. When did you start your blog?
Hm. April 2008. THE TURNING POINT OF MY LIFE. (Not the blog, April 2008.)
20. What country would you like to live in other than your own?
If the weather weren't so damn miserable, I could definitely see myself living in London. Apart from that, a French-speaking country would be nice. I'd love to be surrounded by the language.
PS I've seen about a hundred Liverpool jerseys around the city over the past few days, and they just fill me with happiness, take me back to five years ago, make me want to weep for Stevie's absence, etcetera.
"That's some big-ass hair."
2. How much cash do you have in your wallet right now?
A five-dollar note that I borrowed from my mother. That's all I've got to keep me going for, well, I don't know how long.
3. Do you label yourself?
I used to be a big label person. Not consciously. I would just automatically try to find words to categorise people, just to organise my mind, I suppose. These days, I don't like labels at all.
4. What does your watch look like?
I just bought this one. That's why I have to borrow coffee money from my mother. OH, THE SHAME.
5. What were you doing at midnight last night?
I don't know. Staring at the reflection of the window in my mirror.
6. What’s a word that you say a lot?
'Fuck'.
7. Who told you he/she loved you last?
My best friend. We had this weird-ass four-hour argument and it was horrible and inevitable and really fucking crazy. (It's all fine now. Sort of.) Afterward, I texted her something to cheer her up and she replied, "God, I love you."
8. Last furry thing you touched?
This little guy.
9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"No." My mother asked me if I wanted lunch.
10. The last song you listened to?
'Devil in a New Dress' by Kanye West.
11. Where did you live five years ago?
In quite a horrible little townhouse that had the most glorious location (down the road from both my school and my sister's, two train stations, bus stops, a huge shopping centre, all my friends...).
12. Are you jealous of anyone?
No. I have no reason to be. I think I'm capable of getting the things I want, because the things I want are mostly things that I want to achieve. I don't envy people who have money and therefore a world of material pleasures because, really, a nice jacket doesn't negate the entire universe of shit that hits us all eventually. I'm never envious of people in happy relationships. I don't know why. Envy is pretty disgusting - begrudging someone what they have and wishing you could take it from them. I think it just makes you feel worse about yourself, more than anything.
13. Is anyone jealous of you?
I don't know. I know that certain people are intimidated by me, but I think that those are two different things.
14. Name three things that you have on you at all times.
Mints. Music. Make-up.
15. What’s your favourite town/city?
I don't think I've traveled enough to have a favourite. It's like asking someone who reads one book every three years what their favourite book is. Or asking someone who has only ever seen a couple of football matches what their favourite team is. What's the point of that kind of value judgement?
16. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper and mailed it?
I can't remember. How sad. No wonder my penmanship has gone down the drain.
17. Can you change the oil on a car?
Ha. Ha. WHAT A WASTE OF A QUESTION.
18. What is your current desktop picture?
Some piece-of-crap default setting snow-scape thing.
19. When did you start your blog?
Hm. April 2008. THE TURNING POINT OF MY LIFE. (Not the blog, April 2008.)
20. What country would you like to live in other than your own?
If the weather weren't so damn miserable, I could definitely see myself living in London. Apart from that, a French-speaking country would be nice. I'd love to be surrounded by the language.
PS I've seen about a hundred Liverpool jerseys around the city over the past few days, and they just fill me with happiness, take me back to five years ago, make me want to weep for Stevie's absence, etcetera.