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I honestly went back and looked at one of my old live journals. and some of this one as well. I really thought i had it hard? I dont see why i did think that now that im here today. I really was good at making attention for myself and people actually talked to me. Now that im somewhat more shy and a more decent hearted and polite person. I think that scares people away. It really all baffles me at the moment.