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school is going alright, two days down and like 74 left. i've gotta switch a bio course, but not a big deal. Things with mandi are going well, barring a few hickups that will definately happen from time to time. I'm so crazy for her, what an ass I had been. Ugh, I'm going to have to stop dwelling on what I did and concintrate on what I can do. I want to be with her, to make her happy and be delightfully happy with her. She is truly amazing. One thing I wonder about... she hasn't mentioned anything about me or "us" in here in a long time. I definately don't want her to feel like she has to, it just seems that she's intentionally avoiding the subject. I'm probably being dumb, she has been so amazing lately I'm almost sure that's what it is. I'll probably ask her about it, but maybe I should just shut up about it. My god, its a bit unsettling how much I love this girl.