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It's crazy, one day you wake up, have a wonderful day and then find out while you were smoking and drinking the night before; someone you love was dying.
I hate death. I scares me to get close to anyone because they might die on me. I know it's part of life I'm just not very good at handling it.
What can you do? Nothing. Cry a little bit then go back to living. Im having a hard time with this. I don't know if I can fake being perky any more. I sometimes want to crawl in a cave and sort out my issues. But theres alot of them....
I hate death. I scares me to get close to anyone because they might die on me. I know it's part of life I'm just not very good at handling it.
What can you do? Nothing. Cry a little bit then go back to living. Im having a hard time with this. I don't know if I can fake being perky any more. I sometimes want to crawl in a cave and sort out my issues. But theres alot of them....