Unreal
All I have to say is that I'm getting really sick of myself and the decisions that I'm making. I could really use someone to just beat my ass right now and tell me how stupid I am being and tell me I need to just move the fuck on. It's UNREAL how fast people can change and it's like you don't even KNOW them and it makes you sick to your stomach to just see the things that the person is doing and feel like you have no clue who they are because you would never expect certain things to happen or be said.
I really need this summer, I really need the support and love of TRUE friends if I even have any left and I pray that I do. I have made a lot of mistakes but I need to fix those and move on with life, I need people near me now like never before because this is such a hard time in everyones life and we all just need each other.
On a happier note, I have a possible 4 shows that I will be attending this summer:
John Mayer ~ July 3rd, Summerfest with Emily <3
Possible Rise Against ~ August 24th, Congress Theater with my sisttterr
DAVE MATTHEWS BAND ~ August 25th and 26th, Alpine Valley.
Rise Against is a maybe because I'm not sure when we're leaving for Jordans lakehouse, but if we leave that friday morning.. then shoot I will be attending that amazing ass show.
I think I'm going to get hired at Charolette Russe, I didn't want to work at the mall but whatever we'll see how it works out. I hope they don't mind all these dates... eek well July 3rd and the weekend of August are the ones I'd have to be off for but the Rise Against I could just work a morning shift or something? I don't know.. we'll see.
Leave some love/encouragement... it's truly needed right now. Thankyou <3
I really need this summer, I really need the support and love of TRUE friends if I even have any left and I pray that I do. I have made a lot of mistakes but I need to fix those and move on with life, I need people near me now like never before because this is such a hard time in everyones life and we all just need each other.
On a happier note, I have a possible 4 shows that I will be attending this summer:
John Mayer ~ July 3rd, Summerfest with Emily <3
Possible Rise Against ~ August 24th, Congress Theater with my sisttterr
DAVE MATTHEWS BAND ~ August 25th and 26th, Alpine Valley.
Rise Against is a maybe because I'm not sure when we're leaving for Jordans lakehouse, but if we leave that friday morning.. then shoot I will be attending that amazing ass show.
I think I'm going to get hired at Charolette Russe, I didn't want to work at the mall but whatever we'll see how it works out. I hope they don't mind all these dates... eek well July 3rd and the weekend of August are the ones I'd have to be off for but the Rise Against I could just work a morning shift or something? I don't know.. we'll see.
Leave some love/encouragement... it's truly needed right now. Thankyou <3