Well...
I went to Marquette on Saturday and left earlier today and spent it all with Sean. It was really nice to see him/get to know him even better. He is probably one of the greatest guys I've ever met in my life. I'm truly blessed to have found such a wonderful guy that actually cares about me.
I feel like I need to make note of something.
I wrote about how I wondered if things would have gone differently with Greg if Ronny hadn't passed away. It sounded selfish and rude but I didn't mean it the way that it was written. What I meant was something that I'm sure a lot of people would have thought about. If Ronny didn't die, would Greg/his entire family be completely different towards me. Would they have accepted me so much and loved me and cared? Would Greg still care about me I don't know but that chapter is done in my life.
Ronny was a beautiful person whom I wish I could have met. I have been there for that family more than I was for my own the past almost year that I've known them. I have had Laura cry on me and tell me about how she feels and have Mat tell me stories of Ronny and make him smile remembering hilarious moments about Ronny and their childhood. I've helped Greg go do fun things and try and relieve his stress through love. I sounded selfish but I didn't mean to really sound that way, I pray for that family every single day. Now Greg and I are done but after I get over him I plan to still go visit and see how everyone is doing.
I'm sorry if what I wrote affected anyone who was close to Ronny, I didn't mean it in the way I wrote it. He was such a kind fabulous person who blessed so many lives.
Maybe I should just stop writing shit cause it'll always get turned against me.
That's all, feel free to comment and let me know if you think I'm still a selfish person about this situation or not.. considering those who really know me, know exactly what the fuck has been going on.. and those who can give a shit less about my existence.. know nothing and should learn how to shut their mouths.
Done.
I feel like I need to make note of something.
I wrote about how I wondered if things would have gone differently with Greg if Ronny hadn't passed away. It sounded selfish and rude but I didn't mean it the way that it was written. What I meant was something that I'm sure a lot of people would have thought about. If Ronny didn't die, would Greg/his entire family be completely different towards me. Would they have accepted me so much and loved me and cared? Would Greg still care about me I don't know but that chapter is done in my life.
Ronny was a beautiful person whom I wish I could have met. I have been there for that family more than I was for my own the past almost year that I've known them. I have had Laura cry on me and tell me about how she feels and have Mat tell me stories of Ronny and make him smile remembering hilarious moments about Ronny and their childhood. I've helped Greg go do fun things and try and relieve his stress through love. I sounded selfish but I didn't mean to really sound that way, I pray for that family every single day. Now Greg and I are done but after I get over him I plan to still go visit and see how everyone is doing.
I'm sorry if what I wrote affected anyone who was close to Ronny, I didn't mean it in the way I wrote it. He was such a kind fabulous person who blessed so many lives.
Maybe I should just stop writing shit cause it'll always get turned against me.
That's all, feel free to comment and let me know if you think I'm still a selfish person about this situation or not.. considering those who really know me, know exactly what the fuck has been going on.. and those who can give a shit less about my existence.. know nothing and should learn how to shut their mouths.
Done.