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I just needed to update. Harper is going alright, I've never studied or cared about school this much in my entire life. I guess that whole wanting to Transfer to ISU or something helps you get motivated and try harder. Eh. It's nice to have something to do again and be on a normal sleeping schedual. I get tired around midnight sometimes earlier and thats fabulous cause I always get at LEAST 8 hours of sleep..which.. is very nice. Classes are decent, Math is a pain in the ass because it's so... slow and blah and yuck but whatever it'll help me in the longrun.. I guess. My woman and creativity class is already difficult and a pain in the ass. My first essay is due Monday but whatever. Other than that things are good with Harper. Hoorah.
I'm probably going to Marquette this weekend = :-D big smile. I miss my Emily too much and it'd be nice to see Frank too because I never had time or energy to see him over break. I had not such a good winter break so that sucked. Whatever I'll get to see him now yayy. I was going to go to ISU and perhaps U of I but I haven't ever been to Marquette and my car isn't perfect so If i can even drive it I don't wanna drive it TOO far.. so Marquettes a good place to visit.
It's been like.. 2 days since I've seen Greg or really even talked to him. He's lame and goes through days where he wants to see me and then he doesnt.. He's been lying and not caring and It's annoying. I dislike that. I guess he went to UIC? I don't know. I can't care anymore and I really dont because he's not mine to even care or worry about so I'm really not. I've been focusing on school so much that I barely think of anyone else It's nice... He didn't even call me back the other day after I called him because my Nephew was sick and wanted to talk to him.. Thanks Greg! Whatever. I'm suppose to hang out with him tonight so we'll see how that goes. I just really wish I truly didn't care anymore. It's getting better though.
I miss having someone to hold and to cuddle with and actually call me and say heloo and see how my day was.. Sigh. Too bad that never really even happened with Greg.. haha wow, why do I miss a relationship that wasn't even that great? I don't know.. such funny things happen sometimes in life.. and I can't wait till the day I can look back on this time period and sigh and feel better about it. Just cannot wait.
I wish I could see into the future and see my future husband? Wife? NO ONE!? ahha, or child or whatever I'll be doing. I just want to know what it'll look like so that I can look forward to that. Everytime I cross eyes with an attractive person I wonder if anything will ever come of that person. I didn't think itd happen with Greg so you just NEVER know what'll happen with someone or something. That keeps you positive and cheery.
I'm done now, It's too long and annoying. Pepppyyyy!
Yay College. The end.
I'm probably going to Marquette this weekend = :-D big smile. I miss my Emily too much and it'd be nice to see Frank too because I never had time or energy to see him over break. I had not such a good winter break so that sucked. Whatever I'll get to see him now yayy. I was going to go to ISU and perhaps U of I but I haven't ever been to Marquette and my car isn't perfect so If i can even drive it I don't wanna drive it TOO far.. so Marquettes a good place to visit.
It's been like.. 2 days since I've seen Greg or really even talked to him. He's lame and goes through days where he wants to see me and then he doesnt.. He's been lying and not caring and It's annoying. I dislike that. I guess he went to UIC? I don't know. I can't care anymore and I really dont because he's not mine to even care or worry about so I'm really not. I've been focusing on school so much that I barely think of anyone else It's nice... He didn't even call me back the other day after I called him because my Nephew was sick and wanted to talk to him.. Thanks Greg! Whatever. I'm suppose to hang out with him tonight so we'll see how that goes. I just really wish I truly didn't care anymore. It's getting better though.
I miss having someone to hold and to cuddle with and actually call me and say heloo and see how my day was.. Sigh. Too bad that never really even happened with Greg.. haha wow, why do I miss a relationship that wasn't even that great? I don't know.. such funny things happen sometimes in life.. and I can't wait till the day I can look back on this time period and sigh and feel better about it. Just cannot wait.
I wish I could see into the future and see my future husband? Wife? NO ONE!? ahha, or child or whatever I'll be doing. I just want to know what it'll look like so that I can look forward to that. Everytime I cross eyes with an attractive person I wonder if anything will ever come of that person. I didn't think itd happen with Greg so you just NEVER know what'll happen with someone or something. That keeps you positive and cheery.
I'm done now, It's too long and annoying. Pepppyyyy!
Yay College. The end.