As much as id like to....

[caseyjane2oo8]

*As much as id like to throw myself on the ground and kick and scream..
I wont
*As much as id like to throw a gazillion pumpkins at a huge cement wall
Ill smile
*As much as id like to bawl my eyes out right now
Ill bare it
*As much as id like to tell you how frustrated i am with you
Ill spare you
*As much as id like to defend myself and prove you wrong
Ill suck it up
*As much as id like to walk away from it all and never come back
Ill sit
*As much as id like to make you see
Ill close my eyes
*As much as id like to make it all go away
Ill take it
*As much as id like to hear an im sorry
Ill pretend
*As much as id like to tell you all that i know more than you think
Ill soak it up
*As much as id like to laugh and forget
Ill cry
*As much as id like to show you how hurtful you can be
Ill keep it in