Jan 23, 2005 20:10
Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife
today was just another day but a lot more boring because the beautiful ashley kniffen wasnt there to make everything fun and ok with her awsomly random self because her and the rest of the arsenal chicas went to cali for a tourney and they better win or else im gunna beat them up. and ya well mrs johnson brought in un perro hoy and we took a science quiz. we got to do hurdles in pe and me and jackson tied..grrr... stupid jamie cants use a stop watch to save his life. well everyday you learn a little more and its surprising the things that come up and ya some pretty crazy cow load. but its stupid how people and their gay ass critisism just force some people into hiding when they're realy the only ones with problems. aprende is getting worse and worse as the year goes on i just hope i can get through to the salvation of corona. i just cant wait to leave this hell. as the days go by it gets hotter than hell. its 80 degrees at 1 o clock in january thats beyond gay i wish it would go back to 40 and 50 degrees. man i hate arizona. asu ashley and meghan are like the only things im here for. id die without you girl but you probly wont be reading this seeing that you're in cali but o well.
well friday bridget wore white... pretty darn hott. well ya next time i hav to get a pic of her in white so i can like frame it or make a poster out of it
today i was very tired for some reason but ya every day is a little different
well thats all i got to say for tonight so leave a comment anonymusly and tell me how you realy think and feel about me
love
casey