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Heeey.
I kind of just wanted to apologize to everyone for my absence as of late.. I can't really explain the transition that I'm seeing, but for some reason, I've just found myself in a state of idleness. I'm eager to hear from Columbia.. I'm eager to get started on my professional career as a photographer.. I'm eager to do the things that I've set down for me to do as an adult. In contemplating these things.. in finding myself.. I've distanced myself unintentionally from everyone that I care about. You guys should know that I'm not avoiding you... and it's got nothing to do with anything that's happened.. It's just one of those periods in my life when I feel at my best when I'm by myself.
For the better part of my life, I've essentially been a loaner. I didn't really have too many friends in high school, and even when I graduated, I didn't experience a lot of the "growth" that most people see when they enter college.. I sat on my computer.. I wrote.. I read.. I did things on my own and of my own accord.. but in the last year, I've found the friendships that I wanted so badly during those times. I've found a group of people that accept me entirely for who I am and are happy to have me with them, no matter the situation.. and I am forever thankful. I appreciate you guys so much for making me feel accepted time and time again, and I won't quickly forget all that you've done for me when I needed you... I'm just in that portion of my life where I'm trying to build something for the greater necessity of me.. and It's taking up a lot of my time. The storm's not entirely over yet.. but I think a good portion of it will disappate if Columbia decides to ever send me the letter that I've been waiting for.
I kind of just wanted to apologize to everyone for my absence as of late.. I can't really explain the transition that I'm seeing, but for some reason, I've just found myself in a state of idleness. I'm eager to hear from Columbia.. I'm eager to get started on my professional career as a photographer.. I'm eager to do the things that I've set down for me to do as an adult. In contemplating these things.. in finding myself.. I've distanced myself unintentionally from everyone that I care about. You guys should know that I'm not avoiding you... and it's got nothing to do with anything that's happened.. It's just one of those periods in my life when I feel at my best when I'm by myself.
For the better part of my life, I've essentially been a loaner. I didn't really have too many friends in high school, and even when I graduated, I didn't experience a lot of the "growth" that most people see when they enter college.. I sat on my computer.. I wrote.. I read.. I did things on my own and of my own accord.. but in the last year, I've found the friendships that I wanted so badly during those times. I've found a group of people that accept me entirely for who I am and are happy to have me with them, no matter the situation.. and I am forever thankful. I appreciate you guys so much for making me feel accepted time and time again, and I won't quickly forget all that you've done for me when I needed you... I'm just in that portion of my life where I'm trying to build something for the greater necessity of me.. and It's taking up a lot of my time. The storm's not entirely over yet.. but I think a good portion of it will disappate if Columbia decides to ever send me the letter that I've been waiting for.