What the fuck was I thinking??
So I am never on here anymore.
Not such a shocker cause neither is anyone else really.
I realized that recently I have been able to put myself into much more lovely posative headspace.
I love this.
It really helps every facet of my life.
I feel better about myself and other people.
I walk around with my head held high again and I talk to whom ever I want to and I do mostly whatever i want basically whenever I please.
It's pretty good to be me :)
But...I really dont like where I live.
And I really dont like my roomate.
I live in a great area.
It is very suburban and really quiet.
It's the kind of place that you dont even have to lock your doors if you dont want to.
But, it's also one of those places where there is only 1 bus line that runs very infrequently.
And on the weekends even less frequently.
The last bus coming back to my house leaves from downtown at 9:30pm on weekdays and 6pm during the weekends.
Fucking seriously!
O and the best part....It takes me an hour to get to work and school and then an hour home everyday.
Well....nearly everyday.
All of this would be solved if I could just get a car.
O wait....I work on a students wage part time so needless to say....I can barley cover my bills.
And my roommate is a fucking slob.
No seriously.
I dont understand why it has worked out that the guys i have lived with are so much cleaner than any of the chics I have lived with.
The only thing she has cleaned since we have lived here is her bathroom and her bedroom.
It's like pulling teeth to get her to take out the garbage.
Which I think she has done 2 times since we have lived here.
We moved in her in December.
I just got a new mac.
well...not brand new.
but new to me.
its an older G5 model but it was free and it runs likea champ.
Do you think I can get this bitch to lock the fucking door....yep....you guessed it....hell no!
I dont have kids for a reason.
But this is starting to feel like I am taking care of a child.
Guess I shoulda known better....she is only 19.
And to top it all off last night....I had just gotten done with finals and had been home for 5 minutes....she texts me and tells me she is thrown a party at our house tonight and there were gonna be 8 people over.
Our apartment is not that big.
And I was exhausted.
Finals were hell with the computer crashing and what not this term.
I said no.
She then proceeds to tell me that she assumed it would be fine because she thought id be out partying all night.
Then she trys to tell me that instead of 8 people there were only gonna be 5.
No fucking way am I gonna be kept up all night by a bunch of fucking screaming drunk assholes.
All her friends....at least the ones i have meet...are douches.
She never does the dishes.
She never cleans up any of the messes she makes anywhere in the house.
She leaves her laundry clean and dirty all over the fucking house.
And now her empty rabbit cage...o yeah she has a rabbit...has become a permanent fixture on the porch.
Fucking perfect.
And the "work table" that she so desperately insisted that she had to have it stacked full of fucking junk.
It looks real classy in our dining area lemme tell ya.
And the best part of that is that i have never seen her sit down at that table and use it for a fucking thing.
My guess is the reason she doesn't use it is because it's stacked so full of shit that there is no possible way she could hope to use it unless she spent like 2 hours putting the shit stacked up all over it away.
The real reason that burns my ass is because i really need the space for the junk table to spread out some of my sewing stuff.
I need a dress form and another work table but no.
She insisted that she HAD to have this work table.
So I have not even half the work space I need and my productivity has dropped drastically because in order to work on any projects I have to dig out all my shit from storage and string it all over the fucking house.
AWESOME!!
I just really had to get that out.
I dont like bitching but this shit is really startin to make me loose my shit.
And the lease is for a year.
What the fuck was I thinking?
Not such a shocker cause neither is anyone else really.
I realized that recently I have been able to put myself into much more lovely posative headspace.
I love this.
It really helps every facet of my life.
I feel better about myself and other people.
I walk around with my head held high again and I talk to whom ever I want to and I do mostly whatever i want basically whenever I please.
It's pretty good to be me :)
But...I really dont like where I live.
And I really dont like my roomate.
I live in a great area.
It is very suburban and really quiet.
It's the kind of place that you dont even have to lock your doors if you dont want to.
But, it's also one of those places where there is only 1 bus line that runs very infrequently.
And on the weekends even less frequently.
The last bus coming back to my house leaves from downtown at 9:30pm on weekdays and 6pm during the weekends.
Fucking seriously!
O and the best part....It takes me an hour to get to work and school and then an hour home everyday.
Well....nearly everyday.
All of this would be solved if I could just get a car.
O wait....I work on a students wage part time so needless to say....I can barley cover my bills.
And my roommate is a fucking slob.
No seriously.
I dont understand why it has worked out that the guys i have lived with are so much cleaner than any of the chics I have lived with.
The only thing she has cleaned since we have lived here is her bathroom and her bedroom.
It's like pulling teeth to get her to take out the garbage.
Which I think she has done 2 times since we have lived here.
We moved in her in December.
I just got a new mac.
well...not brand new.
but new to me.
its an older G5 model but it was free and it runs likea champ.
Do you think I can get this bitch to lock the fucking door....yep....you guessed it....hell no!
I dont have kids for a reason.
But this is starting to feel like I am taking care of a child.
Guess I shoulda known better....she is only 19.
And to top it all off last night....I had just gotten done with finals and had been home for 5 minutes....she texts me and tells me she is thrown a party at our house tonight and there were gonna be 8 people over.
Our apartment is not that big.
And I was exhausted.
Finals were hell with the computer crashing and what not this term.
I said no.
She then proceeds to tell me that she assumed it would be fine because she thought id be out partying all night.
Then she trys to tell me that instead of 8 people there were only gonna be 5.
No fucking way am I gonna be kept up all night by a bunch of fucking screaming drunk assholes.
All her friends....at least the ones i have meet...are douches.
She never does the dishes.
She never cleans up any of the messes she makes anywhere in the house.
She leaves her laundry clean and dirty all over the fucking house.
And now her empty rabbit cage...o yeah she has a rabbit...has become a permanent fixture on the porch.
Fucking perfect.
And the "work table" that she so desperately insisted that she had to have it stacked full of fucking junk.
It looks real classy in our dining area lemme tell ya.
And the best part of that is that i have never seen her sit down at that table and use it for a fucking thing.
My guess is the reason she doesn't use it is because it's stacked so full of shit that there is no possible way she could hope to use it unless she spent like 2 hours putting the shit stacked up all over it away.
The real reason that burns my ass is because i really need the space for the junk table to spread out some of my sewing stuff.
I need a dress form and another work table but no.
She insisted that she HAD to have this work table.
So I have not even half the work space I need and my productivity has dropped drastically because in order to work on any projects I have to dig out all my shit from storage and string it all over the fucking house.
AWESOME!!
I just really had to get that out.
I dont like bitching but this shit is really startin to make me loose my shit.
And the lease is for a year.
What the fuck was I thinking?