So...here I am again
I realize that my time on here is well, sporadic to say the least. Here I sit yet again. With so much to say and no way to say it because when I finally sit down to do so, I am at a loss.
I got nothin.
I will try.
Grant finally got his own place. That is where I am writing from. So...I will most likely be writing on here way more often. I will also be looking at alot more porn. Yeah! Double Yeah!!
Scott came to visit for the week. It was pretty fun. I had a miniature emotional break down round abouts Saturday. I am pretty sure it was a giant salad bowl of things that added to the mess. Let's not get into it now.
Jobs. Fucking jobs will be the death of me. I had a job for about a week. Then I find out from my boss that the company we are working for has absolutely no intention of providing the things that they promised to it's employees. She also tells me that she is getting a new job on Monday. So, I say thanks for your honesty and fuck this job. So, here I sit again jobless. I am really just starting to think that I am not supposed to have a job while I live in Portland. There are many alternatives to a "real job". I am looking into those as we speak. I will let you know how that works out.
School starts back up in about a week. I got 4 A's and a B+ last term. Stupid fucking B+. I totally deserved an A. But what the fuck ever sometimes it's just not worth fighting for. However my GPA doesn't seem to agree.
And the cellphone, real broken. It felt so good to throw it against the wall and watch it smash into about 10 pieces. Most of them are no where to be found. It all felt so grand for a bout 2 minutes and then it hurt for the rest of the day and well...for the last few days. I have no money to get a new one and that sucks. So, I have no way to talk to anyone. And no way to contact potential employers.
FUCKED.
Basically.
I got nothin.
I will try.
Grant finally got his own place. That is where I am writing from. So...I will most likely be writing on here way more often. I will also be looking at alot more porn. Yeah! Double Yeah!!
Scott came to visit for the week. It was pretty fun. I had a miniature emotional break down round abouts Saturday. I am pretty sure it was a giant salad bowl of things that added to the mess. Let's not get into it now.
Jobs. Fucking jobs will be the death of me. I had a job for about a week. Then I find out from my boss that the company we are working for has absolutely no intention of providing the things that they promised to it's employees. She also tells me that she is getting a new job on Monday. So, I say thanks for your honesty and fuck this job. So, here I sit again jobless. I am really just starting to think that I am not supposed to have a job while I live in Portland. There are many alternatives to a "real job". I am looking into those as we speak. I will let you know how that works out.
School starts back up in about a week. I got 4 A's and a B+ last term. Stupid fucking B+. I totally deserved an A. But what the fuck ever sometimes it's just not worth fighting for. However my GPA doesn't seem to agree.
And the cellphone, real broken. It felt so good to throw it against the wall and watch it smash into about 10 pieces. Most of them are no where to be found. It all felt so grand for a bout 2 minutes and then it hurt for the rest of the day and well...for the last few days. I have no money to get a new one and that sucks. So, I have no way to talk to anyone. And no way to contact potential employers.
FUCKED.
Basically.