torn...

[caseyanderson]

ever have stuff that you want some people that will see this to see it but dont want others to so you have to not post something, which sucks.

in other news, i bought a new didjeridoo last night. its gonna be fuckin' sweet. i got it from the internet. no one is gonna play it but me. my personal channel with god. its termite hollowed eucalytus. i feel like my life is one of those redicules dice from d and d with a hundred sides made out of a super ball shot out of a cannon and i have no idea which side will land face up. im rambling. thats all for now. -***

p.s. i think i had an acid flashback today at school. it was trippy. i had taken one of a friend's darvacets, but it wouldnt do that to me. it was kinda tight, but kinda wierd. deffinetly not too bad. i havent even done that much acid in my life. i think i might just be going crazy. speaking of crazy, i think it i can give myself multiple personality disorder, but am not sure i want to. it kinda seems like playing with fire. after how this entry started, im not ure why i left so much of that^ in this entry. fuck it. i do what i want. -***