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I’ve grown an ineffectual sense of mold over my life lately, More so on trying to please others when I cant look at my own interests... so it reverses my way of acting around people I love. My creations lack when I cant centers my own concepts and understandings of these life experiences. Life experiences as in consuming the effects of my ideas not an atmosphere of selfish wants.
Music is a - part of my life but to me it’s an escape of emotions, some way to move the people around you. If I cant feel that inside me then my true idea of music looses that spark of gratitude.
I start a new job tomorrow and im pretty excited about it...
well i have to get going...me, mary, lindsay, and becky are tie dying shirts and blankets.
Oh yea my birthday is this wednesday... i believe that I, mary, george and my brother will be drinking some tea and celeste pizza thanks to our buddy dj. haha
Then Friday i will be in The city of New York for a cutlery show...i need to practice since i kind of made a fool of myself after georges party. i was way to tired after georges party. Im just not used to this whole band thing and i feel like im not putting enough int it, like the other members are. I have a hard tie expressing myself when there is so much talent around me ...let alone just some really amazing friends. Well what ever happens with that i will do what i can to help out.
peace and love.
Music is a - part of my life but to me it’s an escape of emotions, some way to move the people around you. If I cant feel that inside me then my true idea of music looses that spark of gratitude.
I start a new job tomorrow and im pretty excited about it...
well i have to get going...me, mary, lindsay, and becky are tie dying shirts and blankets.
Oh yea my birthday is this wednesday... i believe that I, mary, george and my brother will be drinking some tea and celeste pizza thanks to our buddy dj. haha
Then Friday i will be in The city of New York for a cutlery show...i need to practice since i kind of made a fool of myself after georges party. i was way to tired after georges party. Im just not used to this whole band thing and i feel like im not putting enough int it, like the other members are. I have a hard tie expressing myself when there is so much talent around me ...let alone just some really amazing friends. Well what ever happens with that i will do what i can to help out.
peace and love.